No line should be wasted, no time
should be wasted, no page should be wasted, it's a good day. I saw
Velvet Goldmine yesterday, and I think it was an ingenious way
to present history and biography in a movie. It probably has more
real history than if you did a straight bio and tried
to be true to the facts, names, and places, and all that, which is,
of course, impossible. Especially in a movie. So, in changing the
names and making it all a fictional story, it's able to get at the
truth much more effectively, I think—and avoid lawsuits!
That said, it's probably not a good
time to bring this up, but I've decided to change my entire
philosophy, focus, rules, locus, nexis, sexis, plexus, what-is and
etc. what have you, of this project, alas with this new notebook. And
I know the reader doesn't give a damn about this notebook, because if
you are having the fortune or misfortune to read it, it is hopefully
in a magazine format (and not furtively, without my knowledge!) all
typeset with the misspellings fixed and the handwriting a bad memory.
But it is a new beginning, because last night, while sitting in the
bar attempting to write, finishing out my pages of the old notebook,
I came to the realization that it just wasn't working anymore. I was
left with nowhere to go. Rather than saying goodbye—which is one
option, I made the rash decision to tell the truth. I just said that
for dramatic effect—I was really telling the truth all along, but
now I'm just going to stop withholding information. (This has, I want
to be clear, absolutely nothing to do with Bill Clinton—and I'm
sorry to even bring his name up, but it's funny to keep hearing these
discussion on TV and radio about what the truth is—is it lying if
you are not forthcoming with the information that you know your
questioners want to hear, etc.—it seems to me it's an issue for
philosophers, not Democrats and Republicans, who will no doubt make a
mess of the entire thing.)
Let's begin by coming clean about a few
things, and laying down the law for the new way. Not really “laying
down the law,” I just like that expression, because I'll continue
to change the rules as I go along because that's necessary. But just
to create a new framework in which to flail around in, for myself,
and also to help reorient the reader, and that's who this is all
about , that is, when it's not about me.
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